INTERVIEW experience...(part 1)

i would say it was a very nice experience getting shortlisted. the interview was alright i guess.

well I'll just sum the process...

1. arrive in the very BIG posh campus with amazing architecture
2. look like an idiot wearing shirt and slacks
3. go in the registration room to find a bunch of quiet people
4. look around like a lost dog
5. find the registration counter
6. register and smile like a donkey while saying THANK YOU
7. sit down and wait
8. look left and right thinking of whether to speak first or to wait and be spoken to
9. speak to a dude beside me without exposing too much of my craziness
10. enter the small briefing room
11. a guy talks on how hard it is to get a scholarship and that we are lucky to get this far
12. first group of students (6 of them) enter the DOOMSDAY room
13. talk like a mad maniac (nerves got to me, i just had to be myself) to the persons beside me (both sides)
14. 1st group of students come out with faces of ten year olds who just got their POKEMON cards confiscated

then, it was my group's turn....

and this is the part where i say...I'll continue with part 2 later because it is hilarious and i need time to put it together..hehehehehe....so farewell for now

current status: unstable

as many of u know i had good results for my spm ( 8 A+ and 2A). lately, i have been busy applying for scholarships...well, i want to do chemical engineering ( accountancy is my second option). i have my driving thing to work out since i haven't even sat for the "undang" test yet....haiz....yes i have a lot of things to do.

PLKN is over and i totally loved my time there. i met a lot of cool people there ( and a lot of not-so-cool people too). it was one of the best experiences i have ever had. i got to kayak, and climb a huge wooden wall (felt like spiderman)...hehheheheh...my techniques were wrong though until the instructor kind a told me that "apa....nak jadi spiderman..ke ??" the instructors there at kem karisma were the best. they were young, strict but funny, helpful but humiliating, friendly but nasty...all at the same time. love the people there.

and now....i am just hoping to get a scholarship to A-levels....because i really do not want to do form 6. i am considering INTI , Taylor's, and sunway since they are giving scholarships in the form of tuition fee waiver....so currently my status is unstable.

that's all for now...catch ya later..

quick update.......

well, first HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL FRIENDS.......then HAPPY VALENTINES to all......

i m back from PLKN...for CNY holz....and so far i m loving the activities and everything about PLKN.
i had no idea that it would be this fun....it's really cool people....don't ever miss the chance if u ever get chosen...

and yeah....of course i am as dark as i can be........

i'll tell u guys more abt the activities once i have finished the whole programme....ok?....

i got nothing else to tell u guys at this moment.....so have fun indulging yourself in all those chinese cuisines this new year....and don't forget to get heart-shaped chocolates for your loved ones ( put roses on that list too....k.)

take care people....and chiao......

.a question to all.....

i am confused. whether to listen to my friends who are asking me to differ NS and go for college or to go for NS like i planned earlier......its like...why you want to go and waste time there when you can join a college and start early.....and my dad is like it will be a new experience, go for it... i am confused.......

i am really dumbfounded. help me.....what do you guys think.....should i go or not?

i am gonna try and stay calm but.................

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IT'S ALL OVER, BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am who i am

i have been called a lot of things; an ogre, a gorilla, a girl, a chicken, a weirdo and why even a nonsenscical jerk. but i am non of those. i am who i am. who am i? good question. aren't we all trying to find the best answer possible for that?

i dunno lar. i am confused. why? i don't know. about what? i don't know. i just came back from a fren's palce and i feel like crap. its like i have not been acting my age. u know its like one moment i am the happiest man on earth and the next i have sunk to the deepest of the seas. am i acting my age?

its like i have to u know....some how....be 17 but according to people i am still acting like i am in lower secondary or sumthin like that. i dun even know what i am typing this for.....

what do u guys think......am i supposed to be who i am or be the grown up guy everybody expects of me??????

unknown number.....

there was this moment
you were sitting next to the person beside me
and i was wondering
will we still be frens
after our time in secondary school

we laughed
we talked
we joked
and we ate

then suddenly
my phone vibrates
i looked at the unknown number
called that number
but no one answered

we continued laughing
we continued talking
we continued joking
and then again
the unknown number

i ignored it this time
before i knew it
it was time to bid farewell
for the lunch was over

everybody started moving
i looked around
searching for a friend
of ten years
then i see him

gladly stood beside him
and i saw his family
heading towards the exit
he said bye
i said bye

he looked at me
and smiled
"it was me"
he said showing
his phone

i laughed
and slapped him
on his shoulder
"how dare you"
i asked, smiling

then he left.....
after that i left too.