the four letters...

the four letter word,
is it true?
or is it just another myth.
long i stand here,
waiting and believing,
also hoping that it is.

would she come?
what if she doesn't?
what do i do?
do i go back?
or do i stay and wait?
wait for time to pass
and with it,
my youth.

stares thrown at me,
like daggers,
stick out on the outside,
even more painful
blunt daggers of fear,
start bludgeoning
my poor fragile heart.

glancing left and right,
i take a step in front,
awaiting the saccharine smell,
those beautiful eyes,
her cascading silky black river,
the pearls her roses conceal,
the touch of her wet petals.

consoling my weeping heart,
i take a step back,
only to find out,
i had stepped on her
soft shy feminine calves,
magic sparked for
both our eyes locked,
and with it LOVE,
i kissed her,
right there and then.

guys i am a bad poet but i wanted to write something short and story-like but it kinda turned out as a poem....wait...i am not that sure whether it is poem or not....sorry if it pains to read this...hehehehehehehehheheh

didn't really want to pick out a tittle...

well, i feel bad for not studying the amount i am suppose to. having said that, i am truly seeing new personalities (who are not that new anyway) who are popping out like mushrooms out of no where. no...no... they were there before but i didn't really notice them.

first of....

Barack Obama..
i love the way he delivers a speech and i truly think that he has the power (and brains) to change the world. i am also inspired by the way he holds himself high, even though odds are against him. i do not really like politics but as far as it goes, he is truly a magnificent character who i think is one of the best leaders we have in our generation. i took notice of him recently, when there was a brouhaha about a comment he made about the police force. and then decided to youtube him and i heard a speech he gave on changing the world. it was awesome.

will smith (i know you are thinking, whats up with me and african american guys?? aren't you?)
well, i saw him on oprah and sure i loved his movies way before that. he is just so cool, calm , collected and crazy at times. and have you heard him laugh .......ohhhhh...you should....then you will be laughing at and with him. it is just so funny. i love the way he talked about his kids, and life and everything he said on the show was just so apt at that moment. i don't know why but i was depressed when i was watching the show but when the show ended my spirit was uplifted.

dhilip varman...(i am sorry for you if you haven't heard him sing...sorry also if you don't understand the language he sings in..tamil.)
he is this awesome indian singer in malaysia. i heard his songs and fell in love with all of them..i really can't believe that we have a singer that good. i also love the way he sings live. he is so genuine when he gives interviews.....and i also love the fact that he didn't give up after losing in a competition and is now even more famous than the girl who won.

i really can't believe that i didn't notice these guys before. well, they are just great...i don't really know why i am blogging about nonsense like these which you already know about (most of you all...anyway).. but this is MY blog...... so you know i just felt like writing something like this. cheao.... ppl..(for now)