if ever your eyes close....

those gorgeous eyes pull me towards you,
they pull my heart even closer to you,
when they turn their vision to my direction,
it seems as though the whole world stops moving.

those secretive eyes of yours,
are playing tricks in my mind,
their message is quite opposite to the one your mouth utters,
which one am i suppose to believe?

those rosy cheeks that accentuate
those pretty eyes which in turn
makes you look you,
you with immortalised beauty.

if ever your eyes close,
my heart will stop for
it holds my soul, love, and everything
that is suppose to make me, me.

(i am no poet , people. do not expect more from me)

darn it, exams are getting close...

let me tell you people something. me and exams, we don't go that well together.
its safe to say that we are like cat and mouse.
i am the mouse and exam is the cat.
every time, i see exams i just runaway.
but somehow, every time, it will catch me off guard and gobble me up.

i hate the fact that exams always get to me.
you know, a 16 year old teenager is supposed to be having some fun with his life.
its his second last year in school.
whats the fun in it if every month or so they have exams
to rob the fun we were just about to have.

i mean , they do make you study harder,
and i am not denying the fact that it is good for us but i am just stating
that there should be some amount of time allocated for the fun this teenagers crave for.
the syllabus is already tough and now they change the format of questions.
haiz.

don't get me started on the subjects.

sejarah- a piece of crap
maths - its nice
add math- not that bad
English- its the best
Malay -not really a favorite
accounts- confusing
moral- memorization
physics- difficult
chemistry- OK
biology- nice

and i am supposed to have covered the form four syllabus of all this subjects by 7Th of October 2008. preposterous. its just too much.
like i said in my previous post, life is too short for all this nonsense.
anyways, you people out there, still gotta study hard and pass your exams with flying colors or the next thing you see will be the front gate of boarding / summer school.

start early........drive slowly.........reach safely.

(yeah right...like we are gonna listen to that)
( i am more of a last minute preparation kinda guy)

life is too short...

life is a roller coaster ride.
you have ups and downs.
sometimes you go up first and then you will come down.
but sometimes you go down and then you go up.

just because it intimidates you a little....
you would not NOT take the ride.
why?
because if you miss this ride there will not be a second round.

on that ride,
there might be things that scare the hell out of you,
things that make you happy,
things that make you wanna cry,
even things that make you think that you should jump down from the ride
right then and there.

but one thing we fail to realize is the rhythm of the ride.
we fail to see that if we go down we will come up, eventually.
we fail to see a lot of things
that we should give importance to.

the phrase "life is too short"
is one of those things that we take for granted.
we don't give much significance to it.
we fail to see the importance of life.

from my point of view,
life is supposed to be a big, huge pot of fun.
we only live once, we only go to primary school once,
we go to secondary school only once.

why stress and make it a not pleasant experience?
we should take one step at a time and enjoy taking that step.
this is 100%my opinion and yours can differ...
but i stand by my own. (i like it)

quote: life is too short for all this nonsense. (a wise man once said that)

i don't care....

In life,
there is a lot of things,
that you can say that phrase to.

surely whenever you are having troubles in your life, you will either crack your head to solve it or you'll say "i don't care".

if there is one thing that i learnt in secondary school is that you cannot please everybody. come to think of it, why should you please everybody? being yourself is good enough, isn't it? from my point view, it is enough.

i was an idiot who tried pleasing everybody. i can tell you that i almost succeeded until i came crashing down because of a betrayer. only then, i realised why should i be someone else just because it pleases somebody.

i have come to a decision that i do what i want to do. its my second last year in secondary school and i am not gonna waste it trying to please somebody who does not even care about me.

you all wanna hear something?
this is to the somebody
I DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO BECAUSE I AM GOING TO DO WHAT I WANT TO DO. GET THAT IN YOUR SYSTEM.

nicknames....

they are fun, cool, funny, stupid, ridiculous, nice, annoying. yup, they are nicknames. well, what's the point of having a nickname? is it to shorten one's name only? is that it's only purpose? well, i beg to differ.

its easy to call friends by their real names but that would make just an anyone. even a stranger can come up to you and call you by your name (he might have heard it somewhere). but with nicknames, you are a close friend. its your choice whether you want to be an anyone or a close friend.

nicknames fosters a rapport between friends. from my point of view, its fun to be called by a nickname. they make you feel as though you are closer to that person. usually, nicknames mirror one's personality. nicknames can be anything. you want examples? well here it goes ;

DOLL FACE
ALBERT
DOINK
CHICKY
BOBBLE HEAD
DOPPELGANGER
MONTANNAH
TEDDY BEAR
PRAWN
MUM
GRANDMA
AUNT

of course, 'rude' names are a definite NO-NO for all of us. its not fun being called *******. you actually become better friends when you call them with nicknames. why not give a try? experiment it. tell me all about it. k

i am in love.....

don't get the wrong picture here, i am in love with jason mraz's song I'm yours. love the song. the best song ever. the lyrics are superb. he has a great voice. love the song. here is the lyrics for that song. my favourite song ever.

Well-a you done done me
And you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill
but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks and
now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Mmmmhmmm-Mmmmhhmmm, Mmmmmhmmm(Heeeeey heeeey)
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
I look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment, people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm sure

There's no need to complicate, our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours

(Scatting)

Do you want to come on?

Scooch on over closer dear, I'll whisper in your ear

Wo-ooo-o-oh who-oo-o-o-oh

Oh yes love, love love love love love

Love you love, love you love

I've been spending way too long tricking my tongue in the mirror

And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer

But my breath fogged up the glass

And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason

To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons

It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm yours

Open up your mind and see like me(I won't hesitate)

Open up your plans and damn you're free(No more, no more)

I look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, (please don't, please don't)

There's no need(There's no need to complicate)

There's no need to complicate(Our time is short)

'Cause our time is short(This is our fate)

This is oh, this is oh, this is our fate

I'm yo-o-o-o-ooo-ours

don't you love this song too?